Feel bad...

I don't know the reason why he act like this...
But I know I don't feel good about this kind of reaction...
It's so weird that what a man like this...
So I decide to erase all his memories and let go...
I have much more important things to do...
I don't have time for this...
And this is also a insult for me...
I'm queenie...No one can treat me like that...
No way...

The fortuneteller said I will meet someone who really love me at the age of 26...
Hey...I'm 26 right now...where is the guy...
I'm a bit worried that could be my ex female roomate-_-
Gosh...where r u...my Mr. right...

I don't give guys second chance...
So listen up yo...
I won't change...and u don't have to, either...
If we belong together...fine...
If we don't belong together...that's fine, either...
Let's just go other separate way...

He fall apart by himself...and run away...
Most people end like that...

Just let me learn my french well...
And find a great job with great salary and gain work experiences to make me grow up more...

Dear God almighty,

Please give me the stregth to live with my bare hand...
Please give me wise to think and talk...
Please give me a concentrate heart and brain to learn...

Thank you for your kindness...

Your modest follower...

WHY?

Every time people has questions...They ask "why"...
In my point of view...
You didn't work hard enough...or you don't wanna try to solve the problem on ur own...
Take me as an example...
I keep on asking why I can't make enough money, why I can't write program, why I can't finish things I have to do...
Because I'm try to avoid them...
I'm lazy...I don't wanna move my fat ass...
the truth is I can do all the above, just I don't want to...
It starts a bad cycle of regret...
I really hate those feelings...
I wanna fulfill anything I should and I want...
You better cheer up...and do not afraid you will lose or you don't have the ability...
Just do it, kid...
I'm begging you here...
Hold on and be strong...
Do not run away things....You gonna face them...And find the way out...
Cheer up, buddy...
Take a good rest...and move on...

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2005/10/04 Tuesday in Hsinchu

好想要有個人陪!!!
今天好像很缺的女生一直打電話給男生!!!
今天花了好多錢!!!
午餐140+五角冰100+停車費210=NT$ 450
不過想想別人幫你弄的企劃書...就算了吧!!!
還有今天打電話給Keith想問C++的事!!!
可是就是很奇怪低要要求他禮拜六一定要空給我!!!
我覺得我又犯了占有慾強的弱點!!!
很盧耶你...
還有剛剛在洗澡的時候居然還想到要跟他SEX!!!
Oh My Goddness...What r u thinking...
I felt like you are a slut...

這一個學期因為體內荷爾蒙過高...
沒有好好專心的念書...
拜託你專心點...
我懷疑我的NB被灌木馬了...
哀...真煩阿!!!

總之你要好好乖乖的唸書啦!!!
還有灌我木馬的人!!!可以不要那摸無聊 氣........