Fall in love...

Dear God...
Thank you to give me this oppertunity...
You send a good man into my life...
I feel happy from the day I meet him...
He will always try to take care of me...
But his age is 40...
I'm 26...there is a 14 years gap between two of us...
I think this wouldn't be the problem now...
But how about after???

I will cherish this chance...
I will try my best to learn to love a person...
And wish he can love me by his real heart too...

My friend told me that she dreamed a dream that I get marry with a guy...
I wish that guy can be him...
And I am a little bit afraid of the fortunetaller's word...
I will find someone who really love me in the age of 26...
But I won't get marry with him...
I wish I can be with Charles til the day I or he die...
And have a cute little boy with him...
Please...
Dear God almighty...I'm begging you to let my words come ture...

I will live my life well...
And chrish all I have...My family...My Friends...Anyone who's around me...

Thank you to listen to me...

Hollow Heart...

It's been a long time that I don't have a boyfriend...
And it's hard to meet someone that i can really fall in love with...
And also I didn't get lay for a loooooooooooong time :(
I don't remember the feeling that being fucked...
Gee...I'm such a rude person...
But I'm a human being...
I want to sustain my need...
I really really want someone who can company with me...
Sex is not the most important part...but it's a necessary...

Dear God,
Just let me meet someone, please...

I need looooooooooooooooove so bad...