It's kinda scary...
I looked at the mirror...
The reflection of mine...
I figured that my apperance is different from the picture 2...
Only 2 years old picture...
I look older now...
kinda of worried...
It's not about beauty...
I worried about how much time that I can waste???
Actually when I said that means I still wanna play around...
But everyone have to take responsibilities...
I have to try my best to fulfill myself with knowledge...
To be someone who has head in the shoulders...
I know I'm still search the way that I can use my talnet to make money...
I need to meet people who is older than me...
I need to learn from them...

Time stop in 2000...

The year of 2000...
I was listening the Billboard 2000 Top 2000...
remind me a lot...
Since I'm so happy during the time...
Because I know every song...
Now is 2006...
Years passed...
What I had down???
Did I do anything that can make myself proud???
Do you really do anything that you do with ur all strength and time and heart???
Did you???
Tell me...
You have to really work hard, okay???
Please do not waste time...
Time is the most treasure thing in the world...
So waste ur time on meaningless stuff...
You have to look the road and the situation in front of you...
Don't look past...They are all gone...
Think what you want...And realize them...

Just do it...
Just do it...
Just do it...
Just do it...
Just do it...

Do not waste your time....

26 years old to 29 years old...

算命的說我26歲會遇到一個真正愛我的人...
在29歲的時候會結婚...但是不是跟那個真正愛我的人...
經過短短一個月與Charles...
我不經思考他難道就是那個真正愛我的人ㄇ???
我不知道...因為故事的結局還有三年才會揭曉...
如果真的是降子的話...
那就是算遺憾囉...
不過人生只能活一次...
子路說的不二過...世上有幾個人能做到...
當然我會努力往降子的方向前進...
有很多淡淡的遺憾...很多過往的回憶...
常常以為自己已經刪除了那些...
但還是會想起...

下車吧...不要在上車了...
就算有再多的想...再多的欲...
一切都是空...

好好的充實自己是最重要的...
不要在懶散了...
多唸點書...
人生短暫...
請勿浪費...
謝謝合作...

讓懂妳的人愛妳...

妳忘不了開始的甜蜜 卻怕想起未來的情景 他是會認錯的聽妳哭泣 直到下次又不小心忘記 妳解釋著孤寂和無力 他卻相信那只是情緒 當埋怨都變得沒有意義 妳想留住的是什麼東西 離開愛過的人和回憶 怎能不掙札不痛心 但是一個最難的決定 往往是最好的決定 讓懂妳的人愛妳 重選一份值得堅持的感情 愛只要有一點點衝動就可以 了解卻少些默契都不行 讓懂妳的人愛妳 別捨不得過去只為了可惜 相愛不只是去進對方的生活 更要能走入彼此的生命

Fall in love a shit....shit shit shit...

Fuck Charles...You are a son of bitch...

To have no alternative...

I hate him treat me like that...
I really believe that he don't love me...
He just want to get my body...
Everything he said are crap...
What the fuck he blame me with spending money...
It's really ridiculous...
I really don't wanna forgive him...
He is such a scumbag...
Bastard...He is really pis me off...
God Damn Pig...
Fuck you Fuck you Fuck you...
You are such a loser...
Loser Loser Loser...
Because winner never quit...
Quitter never win...
You are a quitter so you will never succeed...
I'm really really really really really angry...
Fuck you...